I love this song but I want it to leave my brain Go away! Get the **** out! Leave me in peace! Be quiet! For ****'s sake I have something I need to say but I can't say it with this song in the way The same fifty words the same catchy beat over and over looping through my mind on an endless rotation I'm feeling something slightly complicated that I need to express to try and get out of me but I can't find the words beyond the lyrical wall blocking my path And even if I could even if I knew the words I couldn't lay them out couldn't string them together couldn't find the flow or the rhythm because all I can feel is the beat that someone else created pounding in my head I'm infected and I need to get clean Someone else's art is interrupting mine and I need to banish it to wherever lost art goes so that I can find myself again hear myself again so that the voice echoing through my mind will be mine again
I'm embarrassed by the number of my poems that end up being about the process of writing poetry.Β Β Mark of an amateur/novice?