I admit, I miss my past and think constantly why nothing could last
I know I’m forgetting the bad and focusing on the good I had
So I’m lying to myself, as I weep to myself about it all
That’s why I’m stuck in what was and not here all the way full
So lonely, it hurts deep inside to not have one in my life
I want my one and only, that will forever be by my side
I can’t lie, I’m traumatized and I deserved so much better
But right now I’m stuck in the past seemingly forever