You fight me,
And fight,
And fight.
You tear out my heart
and slaughter it in front of me.
I hate you.
Crack
You're so worthless
Tear
I never loved you
Break
My fragile heart
Shatters
Because of you.
Because of your words.
Tears blur my vision,
I am furious.
*******
I feel empty.
I walk home,
now nothing but a shell.
Mind numb,
Heart aching.
Crawling into bed,
I cry.
No food for me.
I'd rather starve out my pain.
I slide my razor blade out
From it's hiding place.
So small,
So sharp,
So soothing.
The blade kisses my wrist,
And my wrist craves more.
Salivating
For nothing but
Pain.