Unable to move on
Can't go back
Here I lie
Frozen in time

You could say I am dead
For life is about moving
Yet I still breathe
So I don't know what I am

I try to stay awake
But sleeping is all I can do
Dreaming of a better life
A life where I can walk

But when dreams
are full of color
Waking in the darkness...
Brimful with struggle

I remember the times
When I could see in the dark
But I got acquainted with colors
And I no longer can

Now I need a light to see
Light that I don't have
Never knew where to find it
For I never needed it

I don't know if,
Before the colors
It was better
But I can't go back

Going back...
Wishful thinking
Going forward..
A hopeless struggle

I just wish everything else
Got frozen in time
For time is the one thing
I need to find a light

A light so I can once again
See in the dark...

My darkness inside