Lately I've been crying at night. Letting the tears drip down my face. Lately I've been sad all day. Hiding my pain. I take my pills but lately I've felt conflicted. Lately I've been searching for a reason. A chance to not feel so lost. Lately I have no words to say. No way to describe my pain Lately I've been full of regrets. Why'd I give up on therapy? Poetry was my only option left but I do not know what else to say anymore. I have no wisdom left. No advice to give myself. So lately all I have been is lost. I guess this is the end.