I can't explain this thing

That beats deep inside me.

I will never understand

This thing I cannot see you.

I can't explain these feelings

I have always tried to hide.

I don't understand this anger

I'm feeling deep inside.

I cannot explain why

My heart is truly crying.

I don't understand this pain

And yet I keep trying.

I can't explain

What I see in my dreams.

I never understood these fears

Or what it all means.

I can't explain these eyes

And the story they never told.

I don't understand why

My heart is so cold.