when you're like me
you decide to wait everyone out, and fall asleep way too late for anyone's good state of health.

let me specify what being like me is
you going down the rabbit hole of being paranoid and nostalgic all the time because for some reason that is the only way you'll allow yourself to be.

today you've shut your mother out, said mean things, and now she's worried. ...great

so, as you cry and try to wrap your arms around yourself you realize how no one really is concerned for you if they can help it.
your thoughts would terrify your friends, make them question who you were, as if you knew who that is.

somehow though we manage to calm ourselves enough to go to bed, because I mean we never wanted to be awake anyways.