I guess this only a phase But the negativity is becoming so real I wish I knew what was real anymore I'm pathetic Loneliness is my weakness And it feasts upon my paranoia and dances in my brain Is it possible this feeling is being made out of nothing? I wish I could have an answer. What if there is someone else But you don't have the heart to tell me? What if your love is a facade, and what if I am being led on? Forever and Always is just a phrase, darling And I'm beginning to wonder if what they're saying is true *Forever and always doesn't exist.