First it was my arms I didn't even realize what was happening I thought this was normal tank tops, shirts with quarter sleeves fill with big blaring X
Then it was my back and the fat it grew I can fist it in my hand But it still hangs loose
It has to consume me I catch myself in the mirror once, twice, forty-six sun sets, rises, repeats I can see my roundness now
Then my thighs I thought I was over-weight all consuming If i didn't care about other's shape why mine? I the ugly duck in see of swan my shorts sit in blue plastic bags in good will truck
Once I have torn everything in me apart It is just my BDD