I feel my life slipping through my hands I honestly don't understand I had my own place, a car and friends Now im at my dad's with a broken car and just him Watching all my loved ones lives come to an end On June 13 of 2019 Is this the bottom or does it get better? My face have never been wetter I want to give up and give in But "it will get better" ok.... When? This is not a suicide note... Just a thought that my mind wrote..