nervous tendencies pumping blood into arteries into organs swelling, sensations causing flight pattern tendencies untill a clean landing is made hope destruction caused when the organs shutdown operative failure and helplessness when knees lock thankgoodness for suicide thank goodness for free hands protect the face protect the face in the end leing in the snow crawl away or give in give in to failure helpless till the end saterday was nice... sunday was restless and monday is today.