It’ll take something greater than love to break the wall between us. We won’t work.

That’s what I’ve been telling myself. That was why I didn’t want to stay even a moment longer. Because I know and you also know better than anyone else that we, won’t work.

Even so, I still have a lot of regrets in me. I wish I could’ve bid you goodbye properly. I wish we still can look at each other and say hi everytime we happened to meet. I wish you know my heart still aches everytime someone mentions your name. No one knows what we had gone through was more than a mere break up. I lose my best friend, once was my everything.

I look forward his good morning wishes and good night text every single day. I know he would be there for me everytime I need a person to talk to. I know no matter how many girls that come between us, he will always find his way back to me.

But

As time passed, I started to lose faith. I no longer think I can have you back. If you love me, you would’ve love me since long time ago. I know you never did, even when we were together, I know it was one sided. But I loved you so much to admit it.