I cant seem to get you out of my head… The way you used to be. The way we used to be... We were once friends, As close as can be. And now...look at what time Has done to us.
I don't even know Who you are Anymore.
Who we once were And who we are now Is not who we used to be--together.
Has my heart grown cold In your absence? Or has your sudden absence Made my heart grow cold?
I hate to place the blame on you. Yet, it seems, all this started The day you refused To return my calls. My heart began to freeze When I begged for you to talk But got no reply. Mostly, my heart began to break Never understanding why You abruptly left.
Was it something I said? Was it something I did? You never told me.
Even now, That we are attempting To patch up this mess of ours... I know in my heart We will never be The same two people We once were--together.
Now, together, we are different. It seems our best relationship now Is one that is separate...far apart.
I think I have just become so exhausted… I can't take anymore of this. My body feels so weak. I feel like an emotionless drone... Unsure if feeling will ever Make my body feel rich And alive once more. I feel dead inside. My body exists, but only that. Who am I?
I don’t like change because it hurts. It is too painful. Especially when people change… When you look into their eyes And see the ghost of who they used to be. When you look into your heart And wonder if maybe it is you Who has changed.