These tears that were shed last night
Were  not for the one way love
But for the denial to know
To know who he was

Not his name cause I already know it
But who he was as a person

These tears that were shed last night
Were not cause I had enough
But because I am not accepted

From the way you speak
From the way you look at me
From the way you make me feel

I spent all night last night fighting thoughts of death
Ignoring the way they made death sound sweet
I fought the urge to take my last breath
Fought the urge to accept defeat

I need to stop letting you through the walls
And get up the i fall
Just because you are my mother
Doesn't mean i want find another
I am tired of all the things you make me feelall you do is peel
Me slowly you need to stop please
I am tried of all these tears i shed because of you