You know somethings up with me cause you say you know me. You keep asking me  if everything’s ok. I don’t wanna worry you so all I say is that I’m fine. But I’m not. I’m not okay. I just have a hard time opening up. I don’t know why I do but I just do. I have trust issues cause that one person I thought could keep a secret didn’t. I don’t wanna get hurt again. I can’t go through all that pain. But I also can’t keep this stuff in. But I do. No one knows what’s really going on with me, should they know? What if they tell people my problems? What if more judge me? If I could just disappear... there would be no more problems.