i build walls around me strong enough to support pictures of all the most horrible things ive ever thought or seen.
i hang every ded animal by its neck on a rope to dangle from a priceless chandelier and rot in the air.
i bear and rear a child well and long enough to let it grow conscious of its death as i tie a grey plastic bag around its head and nail its hands to the table; silent but screaming in agony.
i **** myself to ****** and impregnate my corpse just to have a hand to hold.
i **** everything and everyone, and am constantly crying.
light my body on-fire to be a running around madness.
i find truth in everything,
and i live forever..