Your batting of an eyelash, My perfect yellow downfall On repeat to match the beat Pounding through my head, Deconstructing, my eyes, slip Tracing the cracks that my feet, slow heavy unnecessary, Have been grazing For who even knows how longβ What is time without you to make it go faster? I check, they all check All reassured of our grievances, failures Masses of nothing put together wilted flowers crumpled papers The blue echoes and the mindless absence Dwelling in the dark airβsmokeless Far too long here, far too long.