For all my life I’ve been a woman obsessed
With taking up as little space as possible
To shrink my waist
And sink my cheeks
I’ve been a woman obsessed
With being heard as little as possible
To bite my tongue and not interrupt
To keep the fucking curse words in
I’ve been a woman obsessed
With winning the hearts of others
To see the twinkle in their eye when they smile at me
But I am thick, and I am loud, and I forgot to love myself.