I sometimes feel bad for writing happy poems or silly poems or love poems It seems as if people only want a pained poet like a sad clown they want tears to make themselves feel better the selfish little.... but I grew out of my metal head phase a couple of years ago and I'm sorry to say but sometime this life is just positively ******* awesome okay okay I get it a lot of the time it isn't but that's just as awesome how many good books have you read where everything went fine? we're the stars of our own movies sometimes we take issue with the script or get ******* at the director but ultimately the performance is up to us and at this very moment I feel like Brad Pitt ******* it so you may have to wait a while longer for the return of the pained poet