A smile now, an angry face later, from being a fan to a hater? Love should be a giver not a taker what kind of love is this? The kind of love that takes is not right, it is not pure love. It will only hurt us and drive us to insanity and we'll end up doing damage to ourselves. Our love is toxic, our love is the kind of love that brings out rage, jealousy, the kind of love that brings out the absolute worst in us the kind that breathes poisonous hope into your lungs killing you slowly....but surely reassuring you that It will all work out. It is a forbidden love, it's unacceptable, it's corrupt, it is a disease, and yet it's tempting,captivating not having it is painful, i crave for it, i want it, because it is better to experience love even if it is corrupt and toxic than to be completely deprived of it and have  your heart completely dried of it like a raisin, even ***** water makes the plants grow and now I guess the challenge is finding out whether our kind of love is worth risking losing part of ourselves just to find each other. Will losing part of ourselves make us whole? Are you willing to find out? Because I am not sure whether I want to let go half of myself in hopes of being whole with you, with that being said, I love you.