Inspiration is a fickle thing. Leaves and greets me rarely staying long enough to be useful though I am used to being unuseful...
I haven't had a muse in awhile haven't been a muse in even longer... It's exciting yet familiar These butterflies, filling up my stomach with What-if's.
I'm balancing my fervor with a fear of choking, Holding back an embrace at arm's length. I want so badly to want again Want so badly to be wanted again...
But every second thought and every fifth, sixth and seventh, is how at any moment you might read between my lines see how fickle how unuseful how butterfly-filled desperate I am to join the world of muses again.