You have your hold on me I’m suffocating Every time I manage a small gasp of air It doesn’t feel right Like I shouldn’t be here Or even breathing at all You are not who I remember The man I see Standing right beside me With grip so strong I need to break free The suffocation grows You fill me with dread Wishing I were dead So I could break free of this hell The others you will tell The lies you will spread Of how it came To me being dead