Today I'm feeling done. I know it's bizarre. Only one feeling to represent a day not yet done. Just today I'm feeling done. Today I can see the end. I can see the blood drip. The drain clog. The finder cry. Today I'm feeling done. Not the I want to die done. Instead the I'm already gone done. Just done. The 15 years of trying and 0 achieving done. Done. Such a simple word to represent such a strong feeling. Such a bizarre word for what I mean. Not unique. Only simplistic. 4 letters to represent a whole day. A whole life. Today I just feel done.