I think about the pieces. the way we scattered them on the floor, the collage of unfinished pictures in every room. we never picked them up, never put them back together. does the picture remain the same when it's never really painted? that vision in your mind, does it ever become art? or is it the whisper, the thought, fleeting and never again? the single melody in your head, played over and over and over and over but ultimately forgotten, becomes the soundtrack for things that could have been but never were. becomes the body on the bathroom floor, sometimes she's naked and sometimes she'd in that white dress. she never wakes up, though. she's the body of everything you could have been, never were.