i am your bottomless pit keep taking and taking what you give and toss and it looks like i never fill up. lately i don't feel so good - tell me that a human can't be a black hole - then what have i been doing for you absorbing to no end till i spill over the edge of the horizon i am not an unchanging sunny side up on your breakfast plate on sunday mornings - this is not symbiosis but i am overwhelmed by your oceans;
please paint your colours lighter i want to be better.
written 10 may 2019; 9.21pm billie eilish - goodbye