If I continue to go on
Will my fight ever be won?

If I’ve become too sick
Will they fully understand it?

If I break down and cry
Will someone be at my side?

If I never recall my past torture
How long will those scars hurt for?

If you are not with me
Am I ever fully complete?

If you returned in my life
Would everything turn out all right?

If I truly needed you
Would you help to see me through?

If again we lost each other
Could my heart ever recover?

If you break a heart unintentionally
Is that person still held as guilty?

If a friendship ends maliciously
Was it ever really meant to be?

If you make one more mistake
Are you then labeled as a flake?

If I fail an important task
How long shall my shame last?

If I counted up all my sins
Would good intentions still win?

If I sought out my own vengeance’s
Did I create bad karma in the end?

If my dreams continue to repeat
Is that some kind of message to me?

If if they never believe in me
Will my mind ever be free?

If I go on and continue to live
Will there be a purpose to all of this?

If I have no choice in the end, but to fail
Did my presence ‘til then have a place here?

If I continue to question my universe
Then I will continue to strive for my answers

If as look as I am asking
Then I am continuing

Always ask when you can, “if”
And hold out for what may be given