I'm just angry for some reason At me, at her or anybody It's this unshakable feeling that something is wrong and I don't know who the culprit is I don't even know if I can trust that there really is anything wrong But it's not the first time I've felt this way with her Am I lonely in her company? Is there a jealousy in me causing me to wither? Is it her fault, or someone else's? I don't understand my own questions and every person I've talked to gives me the wrong answers
All I know is that I'm sitting in the bathroom, writing some dumb text
Just so that I can avoid asking those questions out loud