Even death can't release me, I'm already dead
Can't find a way to stop this voices in my head.
I searched for an answer but none seem to work.
Life changes my heart beats, but none to hear.
I feel empty like my body is lost of everything.
Everything in life I used to love is no more.
I feel as if im alone in the world only the darkness beside me
becoming my companion.
Until the time of my ending, the only friend I would truly have was me, and sometimes I would even hate myself.
So times have gone by days have past friends and family pass before my eyes and I can only think how powerless I am.
So I sit here in depression for many days over things that I cannot explain to anyone, and sometimes I cant even explain them to myself. So life goes on day turns into week, week into month and a month into a year, and the only thing that changes is the sadness and hatred for the world that resides in my soul.