In matters of love you will die. It will **** you in the end, I assure you. There is no worse feeling than the loss of something so important to you that your entire life fell apart in its absence. I think to myself how complete I must be because I no longer cry when I think about you but in those moments those thoughts take me to another place, and I start to fall In love with you all over again. I lose my head inside of my heart and I cannot think of anything rational. I only think of you. And I want you to know that it is those thoughts of you that let me know I am alive.