Sometimes I think I love you.

When we're *******
and you're pounding
pounding into me
and I'm feeling
feeling everything
and I want to forget
I want to
want to
imagine
pretend I'm there
right there with you
instead of
and please
please
please don't kiss me
don't break my illusion
break me
not the illusion
I can only take so much
before the guilt bubbles over
before I can't look at you
look at your love for me
and I don't know what I'd do
don't know what I'd do without you
always watching me
watching out for me
over me
the goal
the trophy
the girl who doesn't
couldn't want like you
but Sometimes
I think I love you
and maybe I'd be happy.