touch my throat and toenails, and I will touch yours if you close your eyes
then I can see behind them, and it’s like trying to read the last words of a letter thrown into the fire from a lover unforgiving and a time that needs forgetting.
But don’t forget me—
don’t let me slip from your fingertips because I can’t see that far and I don’t want to try
unless you can tell me I will be safe and you can hold me in moments unlike others, as I linger before death without yet grasping the concept of the life you gave me.