I know that some of you misunderstand me -

Judge me -

Hate me .

And frown faced -

I have to be okay with that .

I can't make everyone love me -

Because ; this IS life -

It's the way that it's going to have to be.

Just know -

I don't hate thee -

Even if you continually have parades of bashing me.

I have no thirst to tarnish or hurt anyone deliberately -

Rather -

I'd love to be everyone's skeleton key.

But -

That's impossible - and I know that realistically -

I feel the weight of heavy chains daily -

Just -

One day I hope to unlock them and be free -

One day, I hope that skeleton key frees me, unselfishly.

Allowing me to once again be free.

But, go ahead, judge and hate me if it allows you, yourself to frolic freely -

I'll get over it -

I've never been about the shades of grey fulfilling me !



written by me... ..