I find myself here
escaping my world
venting my stress
putting my raw emotions
onto the pages on this site

yet the poems
that mean the most
are private
Its just another excuse
to not be vulnerable
to anyone, even strangers

while away from my screen
I am angered by the endless
reasons why people are not honest
bold
confident
loving or
vulnerable

how am I any better
I am just as a afraid
but better at hiding it
I guess thats just another excuse