We smoke at a house within stumbling distance of fast food. [Such a bad idea.] I couldn't tell you how long we stay or what we talk about, ["Who's downstairs?"] But I usually laugh so hard I run out of sound and air. ["I want to say it's Matt, but he's right here."] My eyelids gradually drift together until they're completely closed. ["Is she okay?"] It takes me a while to notice, sometimes. ["Of course she is. Look at that smile."] I can't light a lighter. ["Seriously? Aren't you like a genius? Just watch-"] I won't let them teach me either. ["Okay, fine. You're lucky we like you."] It's the quietest I can ever manage to be. ["Look at that smile."] I'm just sinking and floating. [Such a good idea.]