I’m trying so hard
So **** hard
To be good
Trusting and faithful
To be understanding


But I didn’t tell you
I was told by another
Tonight
That they love me
They want to give me it all

And we haven’t talked much lately
I’m trying to be patient
And have faith in us

I’m not asking for anything
Waiting to see what you do

It’s just so **** hard

When I have this attention
From people who want to give it to me

But the only attention I want
Is from you