The sun is bright,
the birds are blue and black.
I sing a tune to the moon,
but it soon turns into a red sun that
burns my soul and eyes leaving me blind forever,.
The sunset is galaxy of ecstasy
that flows through my
blood like a  daydream.
My heart grows weak ,
when ever winter came,  I saw life die whenever
I stepped on  frozen  ice, everything all around me melted in a pool of  water,
it seemed like I was the heat to the cold and the world saw and judged like a monster I was.
That day I buried myself into deep hole and
dug myself out two years later with a new identity .
My life was once a zen full of peace and happiness ,
but now it more like its upside down.
I see my life as I'm the metal ball
rolling in moving maze, trying to climb in a hole.
Maybe  I'm crazy more like insane .
Maybe I should escape  and let my life hang on a noose.
I want it to all end and restart it like a video game.
This the end for me.