I am trying
please believe me
I am trying to forget
move on
and past and on and
please believe me
when I say I do not think of you as often
do not think of your lips
your wrists
or your thin and lovely
f i n g e r t i p s
touching thin and lovely
me

No
no I rarely think of you
rarely want to whisper your name
as I quiver
so helplessly and no,
not thinking of you
but maybe dreaming
just maybe
when I can't control the roads I take
and I can't predict I'll find you there
waiting for me
waiting
like I'd wanted,
like I'd wished of you
there
for my arms my kiss my body
skin touching skin
and it's so
*******
sweet and I want to
but can't
I want to but
won't.