**** me, I still dream of you. When I'm thick in sleep and I'm so so lonely and you not you but dreamYou my dreamYou is just so so ******* sweet... and you're touching and I'm crooning and you're touching and I'm twitching at the brink the steady hand steady tongue bringing me closer and further and closer and further and I wish wish wish wish this was real real really happening because dreamYou isn't quite as harsh as realYou was but I can't kiss dreamYou without your perfect dream face cosmic scary dream morphing into someone somebody not you and what's sad so sad, **** tragic is you don't care a bit not a smidge not a ******* drop about my miss miss missing you dream or otherwise.