The first time i went to church I was terrified It was an old church and bore the cracks and tombstones to show it I was terrified because I was convinced that Jesus was trapped in the attic chained to the rafters malnourished and wild eyed scruffy and emaciated our lord and savior a sunken eyed chattering skeleton and I didn't know why they kept him up there feeding him our sins while preaching their love like scorpions as the herd grows larger