I'm choking on words

Trapped within my mind
Hearing brief snippets
Impossible to string together
No easy software
Knows the way

I wish that I could tell you  

Maybe once day it'll happen
Another finds this trivial
You may not even understand

Leaving my grasp as I reach
Outstretched to graze it gently
Violets dont compare to the feeling
Evenings spent with bodies entwined

It's a secret