it's not that i'm blocked though i don't have anything particular to say at the moment i'm just tired couple of long nights back-to-back not enough sleep another one looming ahead of me tonight the weight of it all holding me down thoughts coming slow and sluggish every yawn another pothole on the road to creative output sometimes i wish i was a machine a poetry machine that never stopped never stopped never stopped writing never stopped creating never stopped expressing just feeling and saying and doing everything in poetry all day every day never needing a moment's rest never needing to do anything more than this to keep my clockwork heart ticking