Feb 2013
tell yourself
that you have to go to class
even if your'e having
a panic attack
your gpa doesn't CARE.
...but what if
i can't breathe
what if
i can't take
all of them
looking
at me
anymore...
do you want to FAIL?
do you want to be pathetic
FOREVER?
man UP
you're acting like a GIRL
...but i am
a
girl
that you have to go to class
even if your'e having
a panic attack
your gpa doesn't CARE.
...but what if
i can't breathe
what if
i can't take
all of them
looking
at me
anymore...
do you want to FAIL?
do you want to be pathetic
FOREVER?
man UP
you're acting like a GIRL
...but i am
a
girl
today was a bad day. this is one of three poems that i wrote about this afternoon, the others are '3 part harmony of a lost sailor', and 'on coming back to life'. i don't have an anxiety disorder. it's just really easy to develop one when everyone expects you to look like a pornstar.
