You gotta be tough, and strive to positivity. You deserve to be happy, you were born to ad your value, by simply being the best YOU. Every single moment you've been through is to prepare you for right now. Your the creator of your destiny.  Imagine what you can do. Seize the moment. No one else can dance your dance, no one else can sing your song, no one else can write your story. Who you are, What you do, begins now. Your great, magnificent, regardless of what happened in the past, regardless of how young or old, the moment you begin to think properly,  opportunities will emerge. The power greater within yourself, will feed you, clothes, guide you, and sustain your very existence if you let it.