I hate this.
I hate looking at my body-
I hate looking at my chest-
I hate this.

I hate scratching at my limbs,
Tugging on bras and binders,
Tugging on pants that remind me
My shape is the most feminine I’ve seen for a trans male-

I’m not even fully a boy but this dysphoria
This dysphoria is here and
I don’t want it.
But I can’t get rid of this body-
There are days I like this body but
I don’t always want this body and today
Is one of the days I don’t want this body and I just.
I’m tired of this body right now.