Now and then, I feel the clock stop ticking I feel the parallels, keeping us on track Let loose beneath an even greater force And the world becomes honest
If this force were to submit and be humbled Enough to take a name I might be tempted then to call it love But it is more than love So, I might call it safety or warmth, too But, so special seldom does it strike me That I have yet to dare name it
All I can properly give to make clear A better sense of why this force Does shake my mind Does shake my heart Does stir in me meaning otherwise uncompelled Does the clock stop Does leave the world honest, de-comprised, unparalleled Is to tell you
It holds like unconditional arms of a mother It smells like just the right cooking from Just the right turn of dusk in grandma’s old kitchen It feels like a spot where the trees’ shadows Leave dancing strands of filtered light To brush a shoulder on a breezy summer It sounds like a silence to the clashing sounds Of all life’s petty games, forfeited The players unshackled from hollowing rules It looks like your first celebration Where your mind did not know to wander out Beyond the confines of the joy engulfing that moment It bends time So that each instance of its presence Melds into what it was then And its next visit will bring me to now
When I feel the warmth in how I love you so I can see my child smiling back From long ago