tell me all the things you hate about yourself. tell me the depth of your self pity. and the intricacies of your lies. tell me all the things you tell yourself to make you feel human. tell me the last time you really felt anything. tell me about the times when you kiss your mothers' rosy cheeks and you think about ripping out her throat. tell me the things you cant even tell yourself. tell me all the things that you want to destroy and never see again. tell me of everything you already destroyed. tell me about the time you broke your leg and how the bone stuck out and you watched as the blood seeped through your skin and couldnt cry. tell me how deep rooted your fear of yourself is. tell me all the ugly things about yourself. let me see the monster in you and all the screams you stifle through half shut eyes.