I hear the sounds of the city I the distance. Cars, truck and auto rickshaws screaming for space on the bypass. Far from my terrace they seem to be Yet they are close to enough that the breeze brings their fumes. A shawl is spread beneath me To keep my clothes from the dust that is not washed away up here. Up here, where my eyes can barely see the treetops. Up here, where the sun is strong and browning my fair skin. Up here, where I am exposed and unseen. The worries of all my differences are erased when I alight the steps to my rooftop. It doesn't matter that I don't speak Bengali . It doesn't matter that I'm sick of Dal and the Baigan Bharta is too spicy. It doesn't matter that I am a foreigner and always will be. I am celebrated by the the crows and mosquitos that find solace above Kolkata. In turn, I can celebrate the fact that I've found a corner where my foreignness is not offensive nor inviting. It just is, and I'm just me; far above the dusty streets and the stray dogs that keep me up a night with their howls.