Should you alway feel on the verge of tears Like one thing could emerge out of the blue ruin your life your spirit your aptitudes Should ones eye always be teary just on the verge of a sob Should one live somewhere they’ve despised so long I wonder I ponder and try to Imagine a joyous joy away from all these somber distractions I mourn as I watch my fragile future dwindle down a drain of uncertainty, suffering and restrains I beg and I beg that they let me free but they Reassure , reassure this is what's best for me