i keep this day sealed away in a glass jar, like the kind you catch fireflies in as a kid in midsummer the heat is just the same, the light a bit dimmer there were clouds on my legs and i crushed raspberries in my hands, felt the earth’s pulse, was dizzied by the undulating grass bad things wouldn’t exist if we didn’t put them into existence anything bad was made up, make-believe, that’s what we told ourselves, with our toes in hot sticky mud it was primal, green, effortless, like playtime when you’re young we squeezed berries (are they poisonous?) between our fingers, bare-backs as canvases and the juices as paint the fruit is sweeter when it’s picked with ***** fingers the sun balanced itself low in the sky, and i wondered who would catch it when it fell