I promised myself I wouldn't say it,
I promised myself I would never admit,
But I am standing her with you in my arms,
Falling for all your ******* charms,
And I want to hate you so badly,
To protect my fragile heart, and sadly,
I've done pretty **** well so far,
From opening up every old scar,

But here and now in this evanescent place,
Staring up into your sleepy face,
Those silly feelings come crawling back,
And my life gets tossed off track,

I just want to scream the words inside my heart,
Hold onto your hands and never depart,
But even then, I'm not saying what I should,
Scared it will never be truly understood,
Maybe I should start out slow...

"Darling, there's something I want you to know,
It starts with an I and ends with a you,
One look at me, you'll know its true,
That somewhere in between the us,
There is something I'm scared to discuss,
Buts its building and about to break free,
I should admit that to some degree,
I am almost there, I am almost ready,
To say the words that make me unsteady,
That all long I always knew,
That I could never fall in love with you.